Thursday 8 August 2013

About me

Hi. 

I am Xiaoo Hui (nickname given to me by shan).
This is my first time writing a blog, an official one. Last time i had a blog before but that was actually managed by my friend cos i was too noob to do the blog skin and blog chat etc. what struck me to start writing a blog is because i always see ppl posting stuff on blogs and all of them seems interesting, and it seems quite interesting to start one too.
I wanna a blog to talk abt my life and my feelings etc. But i wanna it to be a secret one so that it is just for myself to see. Maybe one day when my blog is full of stuff first then i will tell my best friends. MOst of the times, even when i was feeling happy or sth, i dun really post on FB or twitter cos i scared ppl will kinda judge me. Yep, i am a person who has a rather low self esteem and no confidence. This had brought me lots of troubles because i will be shy when i am first thrown in front of a new group of ppl or totally a different environment. You know what, ppl will probably think i am anti-social, shy or quiet or introvet. So I will actually keep everything to myself and wont want to step out of my comfort zone. Sometimes, i really feel lonely. But maybe i am used to it ? (somehow)
SO i wanna this blog to be a place where i can really express my real feelings and dun really need to care abt what others think of me, or judging me. I hope I can be a more confident person. Shall stop here. It is late. Pretty late. 2.15am. 9 Aug 2013 :]